Then the slippers on my feet and my loose fitting pjs
the pillows and blankets surrounding me
would feel less like temptation
and more like
relaxation.
I am very nervous and sick feeling and stressed out. There are tears welling in my eyes, I keep picking at my nails, nose and thighs, I'm bumming about my weight. All of these things happen when I'm stressed. And then I procrastinate. I write on my blog and take a shower and just think of all the things I have to do instead of studying for an environmental science midterm and doing an art project. DUE TOMORROW, BY THE WAY. I'm contemplating taking a 30 minute nap, even though I know that when I'm sick and sad and tired I never get up from naps...I just stay in bed all night long.
I need to find solace, somehow, somewhere.
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